Posted by
Susan Bunts on Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:45:34 PM
The tough thing about being a Christian is not so
much studying and knowing God’s word…as it is actually putting it into practice.
Especially when it doesn’t feel so good to do so.
To quote Mark Twain, “It ain't those parts of the
Bible that I can't understand that bother me, it is the parts that I do
understand.”
For me…the thing
that doesn’t always feel so good is forgiving. Make no mistake…I am most
grateful to be on the receiving end of forgiveness. But forgiving others…well
that may not feel so good…at least initially.
The most challenging time to forgive is when my
feelings have been hurt or when I’m angry at someone for a wrong done. Instead
of being quick to forgive…my natural tendency is to nurture my hurt feelings…or
justify my anger. But as a Christian…the Holy Spirit doesn’t let me get away
with that for too long before He’s calling me on the carpet and holding up the
mirror of God’s word. Right about then…my reflection doesn’t look too
pretty.
More often than not…I
find that hurts and slights by people are done unintentionally. There is no
overall plan or purpose to do me wrong. They’re not taking aim at me…but instead
just living their life. But those hurts exist nonetheless. The question is…what
am I suppose to do with those feelings? Will I choose to take those hurts to the
Great Healer?
As I go through
life…and get cuts, bumps and bruises along the way…I have the opportunity to
learn what it feels like to be hurt. The question is…will I then apply that
lesson in my relationships with others? Will I choose not to hurt others in the
way I’ve been hurt?
Forgiveness
will likely continue to be a challenge…this side of heaven. As such…forgiveness
is something that I must choose to do, choose to obey as an act of my will. Just
do it…and let my feelings catch up with my will as I seek to obey
God.
God’s word is non
negotiable…it’s unchanging and unwavering…and each and every person is held to
the same standard. God doesn’t grade on the curve…and He doesn’t lower the bar
so I can pass. Yet He already knows that I’ve failed…he already knows my sinful
ways. But He’s credited Jesus righteousness to my account…and has given me His
Holy Spirit…to guide, direct and coach me along the way.